wAitiNg foR dooFuS tO cAll <333
Ahhhhhh. I'm so bored. Well Ryan could be here right now but nooo, he's not at the house. He could of been here like an hour ago. That silly boii, imma hafta teach him a thing or two. =). Well I think today is going to be loads of fun. I think Eric is coming over and staying either the weekend or the whole week. I loe him to death. =). He's my cousin by the way, if you didn't know. Lol. Hmm. Well I think when Ryan gets here, who knows when that's ganna be, I'm ganna ask mommy if she can go get Eric or if someone can bring him here. But idk. Lol. We all could play football. I'd kill 'em! Booooo-yah! Lol. Today is going to be ooobles of funnn! tOotlEs<33
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THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo’s late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you’re having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile
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so push me agaisnt the wall
a n d - k i s s - m e - l i k e - y o u - m e a n - i t
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Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you won’t be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. What’s the point in hiding happiness? Frown. Why not let him know you’re unhappy? Apologize. You don’t wanna lose friends. Hug. There’s no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live, because life is everything.
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But my god
it's so beautiful
when the boy smiles
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Cynthia Lynn*
If he doesn't have time for me, I don't see why I try so hard to make him happy, I'm so sick of him. I give up. I quit. This game is over. Maybe when he decides to treat me like his daughter, I may rethink it, but for now he's not worth this pain he makes me go through every day of my fucking life. Theeee end. | 
lol.. well yeah i really miss ryan.. i dont want to go home though... i hate it there.. well yesterday was cool.. lol me chelsea kourtney and sarah hung out.. me and kourtney both dyed our hair the same color.. lol.. but chelsea did an oopsie.. lol she kinda forgot a few parts.. oh wel lol im not mad i still love her! lol.. well i think imma go theres nothing else to say really.. idk.. lol.. well talk to you all later i guess... tOotlEs<33
